Saying goodbye

Life recently seems like a neverending series of goodbyes, all painful. I survive, but every time I think I’ve hardened myself, the next one knocks me down again and takes me by surprise.

Sometimes it all seems almost too much to bear, but deep down inside, I know it’s otherwise, that some things are just not worth the shit, that I’m just too weak to resist.

I need to get back on track and remind myself of my blessings, of what are truly important to me. Sometimes, goodbyes truly are meant to be final, to portend no looking back, to mean no regrets and leave no room for tears.